Dream Jobs

Bloganuary writing prompt
What’s your dream job?

During my senior year of high school, I had to take a career aptitude test. It offered a series of questions to help me discover careers that meshed with my personality, strengths, and personal interests. Usually, most students had two or three top career choices, but not me. I had five. My friends laughed at my varying suggestions for my future career, and even my school counselor chuckled at my results, for they were all over the place.

My top five career suggestions included:

  1. Teaching
  2.  Forestry
  3.  Administration Assistant (back then, it was called secretarial)
  4.  Photography
  5.  Writing

And the funny thing is that I have worked/dabbled at all five recommendations. At thirty-three, I decided to go to school to get my teaching degree. Over thirty years later, I have my BA in English and my masters in cultural and linguistic diversity. And I have been teaching for over twenty-five years.

When I first moved to Colorado, I worked a temporary job in a hardware store and later found another temporary job as a switchboard operator for private companies. Still, my first real job in Colorado was when I began working for the Bureau of Land Management (BLM). I loved working outdoors. My crew cut trees, built fences and rafting sites, and planted trees. We looked for wildlife and cleaned recreational areas. And when the administration got behind on their work, they pulled me in to work as a secretary.

For a time, I dabbled in photography. I took black-and-white photography classes and learned how to develop my own work. I took photos for friends, senior pictures, and nature shots when I had the chance. One year, a photo took first place for a nature shot for BLM. But I drew the line at wedding pics. After four weddings, I discovered that the sweetest women become scary mothers of the bride, and the blushing bride often turns into a bridezilla. Nowadays, my old Canon Rebel and my Sony Digital collect dust. I really need to pull out the Sony and start shooting again. I have only taken pictures on my iPhone in the year and a half since I finally started using my this device. Hmm, I see new adventures on the horizon.

In college, I started writing for the school magazine and paper. I won writing contests, published poetry, and received a writing scholarship. In my senior year of college, I was asked to attend a poetry seminar to share my work. I was one of seven invited, and I was the only one in the room who did not have a master’s degree or was not currently working towards their master’s. During that time, a professor asked me to participate in a symposium because of an essay I had written about women and children after divorce. It was published, and I am proud to admit that I was included with Ivy League professors, not too shabby for a late bloomer who always worried if her writing would ever be “good enough.”

Now, I have a blog that all began with family stories and genealogy. Over the years, my blog has grown as I have included short stories, poetry, flash fiction, and even writing challenges. And just today, I was shocked to discover that my subscribers have grown. I now have over 1,000 subscribers. Never in my wildest dreams would I have believed that my family blog would grow like this. Funny how life has twists and turns and offers blessings and joy at every stage of our lives. And I must admit that I am forever amazed at the promise, “Delight yourself in the Lord, and He will give you the desires of your heart. (Psalm 37:4).”

So I wonder; what is in store for my future adventures? For this Grammie, it’s incredible to realize that new journeys await just around the bend.

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Homelessness

Bloganuary writing prompt
If you could un-invent something, what would it be?

In a perfect world, children would have a warm bed, a hot meal, and clean clothes. They wouldn’t sleep in the cramped quarters of the family car….huddling together to chase away the bitter chill….a cold so deep it clings to your skin and your very spirit. In a perfect world, a child would not live in a parked car in front of their middle school building…

Globetrotting Grammies

Daily writing prompt
Come up with a crazy business idea.

Jetsetting grammie-style would be my idea of a a crazy business plan. Hear me out. I would travel the world, visit ancient wonders, and view the Renaissance masterpieces of Leonardo da Vinci, Sandro Botticelli, Albrecht Dürer, and Raphael. During these travels, I would lounge on the soft sands of the Mediterranean and walk along the cobbled streets of Circus Lane. I would finally visit the Louvre, the Eiffel Tower, and the Notre Dame Cathedral. 

Okay, you get the idea. And how would I pay for it all? Well, that’s the glorious part of my crazy business plan. I wouldn’t have to shell out a single dime. Hotels and restaurants would be calling me and sending me invitations to stay at their luxurious accommodations and dine at their extravagant eateries just so they would be mentioned in my world-famous travel blog. 

Sigh. Well, one can dream.

Wishes

Daily writing prompt
What could you do differently?

“Sometimes it takes a heartbreak to shake us awake & help us see we are worth so much more than we’re settling for.”


― Mandy Hale, The Single Woman: Life, Love, and a Dash of Sass

If I could have peered into the future, I would have changed a few circumstances in my life. First of all, after my high school graduation, I would have remained in California and lived with my grandmother. We missed each other so much. Colorado could have waited. My grandmother, my rock, the one person who always believed in me, died four years after I graduated from high school. More than anything, I have wished to turn back the years and spend that time with my grandmother.

During that time with my Grandma, I could have also attended the nearby community college and begun working on my teaching degree. Without a doubt, I would have been better prepared for my future. 

After graduation, I was a mess, and I literally ran away from home to escape the chaos of my parent’s divorce. I felt I was in a constant tug of war as my parents raged with one another. So when my uncle asked me to go to Colorado that summer, I jumped at the chance. A few weeks before his offer, I had moved in with my grandmother, so I had planned on visiting for a few weeks and then returning. Still, that summer soothed my heartache, and I felt as if could breathe once more. Although I missed my younger brothers and of course my grandmother, it felt wonderful to be away from the drama and all the pain. 

So, two weeks of vacation turned into a lifetime. I stayed in Colorado and did not return to California until my grandmother died. I did get to see her before her death, for she made a few trips to Colorado to visit, and she attended my wedding. But it was not the same. I missed our quiet afternoons, playing Chinese Checkers, laughing, talking. I have longed for a do-over with more time spent with the woman I adored.

A few years after she died, my marriage began to crumble, but I hung in there for fifteen years. It felt as though I were kicking a dead horse. I wanted my daughter to have both parents, but in reality, I believe I made things harder by trying to save my marriage. My ex and I were young and dumb when we married, and we really had so little in common, besides our love for the outdoors. For a time, we enjoyed our Colorado playground, but in our everyday lives, our different ideas played havoc, and our dreams and hopes for the future often collided in too many unhappy moments. 

Eventually, he had an affair and that was the reality check I needed to finally separate myself from such a gloomy situation. Before our separation, I started college; he hated the idea although that had always been the plan. When our daughter was older, I would go to school. But he wanted me to be a stay-at-home wife and mother; he suggested that I felt he could not support our family. He could not understand my need and desire to teach. With every turn, he tried to sabotage my education, trying to force me to quit. Those actions only reinforced my resolve. This stubborn lass made a promise to herself; I would get my degree.

When I discovered his affair, I was shocked and heartbroken. While we had our problems, I still loved him. Still, in time, I realized his affair had set me free. We were simply not right for one another. A few months after his indiscretion came to light, I transferred to a university to finish my degree, and my life changed in wonderful ways. For the first time in years, I felt a new sense of joy. I discovered my voice and found my path. I met people who encouraged me, and my confidence returned. 

Over the years, I have understood that sometimes, those pain-filled moments do open new doors and offer a better life path. And I know if my grandmother were still alive, my biggest cheerleader would be proud of the woman that I’ve become.

Presently

Daily writing prompt
Do you spend more time thinking about the future or the past? Why?

Dare I say both? As I ponder about the past and my future, I seem to keep my feet planted somewhere in the middle. My thoughts play a gentle tug of war between yesterday and tomorrow.

As a storyteller and the keeper of family tales and adventures, I dig deep into the past. As I research, I lose myself in my ancestors’ stories. When their lives unfold, I marvel at their strength and persistence. This family line knows courage, overcoming obstacles that most could not even comprehend. The men and women in this family traveled to the New World and cleared a path in the wilderness. While many historical narratives often begin and end with men, I found remarkable women who blazoned their own trails and left a legacy of bold courage and undeniable tenacity. My grandmothers, my aunts, and my damsel cousins marched to their own beat. These spirited women unleashed the bounds that kept them tethered to a world where women lost their voices and freedoms. Often, I chuckle, as I discover their grit and their spunk. But it shouldn’t really surprise me, for, after all, the current female members carry that same DNA mettle. The women in this family lead with courage, compassion, and strength, and I am proud of my heritage.

As for tomorrow, I ponder all the new opportunities that await. As retirement closely looms, I wonder about my future. Will I ever finish my novel? Will I sub or teach humanities or creative writing at the community college? Will I explore the wonders of my home state? All those places I keep meaning “to get to one day.” I must admit it is exciting to know that some of the best days of my life are quietly waiting to unfold.

Well, for now, today’s demands harken. The laundry needs my attention and the bills need to be paid. And best of all the pups need some attention.

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A Lifetime of Learning

Daily writing prompt
What colleges have you attended?

“A teacher’s job is to take a bunch of live wires and see that they are well-grounded.” –Darwin D. Martin

In my home state of Colorado, I have attended three colleges as I pursued my educational goals to become a teacher. In addition, I have taken so many additional courses during my career to keep up my teaching license. But most, I have enjoyed. I really do love learning! 

At the age of thirty-three, I decided to follow my dream of becoming a teacher. I attended a community college that was housed in a former prep school for boys. My classes looked out over green pastures with mountain views. Having the local “residents” peer into our classrooms was not unusual. This former city girl enjoyed the locals who called the grassy field home, and I sometimes found it hard to concentrate on lectures, especially when I spotted a sweet-faced calf in the mix.

After receiving my degree, I transferred to a nearby university. It was an amazing journey, and I felt at home while working on my English degree. I met some incredible people and found my voice as I started my writing journey so long ago. It was one of the best decisions I made. 

After teaching for the Department of Corrections for five years, I decided to find my way back to public schools and found a job as a sixth-grade language arts teacher. One year later, I enrolled in my graduate courses and received my master’s in culturally and linguistically diverse. The year I enrolled in my program, I discovered we had many students from other nations. We had students who spoke Russian, Chinese, Korean, Spanish, and a few Polish speakers too. The courses designed to help English language learners actually helped all of my students.

Now, as I move closer to retirement, I can honestly say that while teaching has been the most difficult job I have had, it has also been rewarding. I would do it all again.

“A teacher’s job is to take a bunch of live wires and see that they are well-grounded.” –Darwin D. Martin

My Muttley Crew

Daily writing prompt
Do you play in your daily life? What says “playtime” to you?

Any time spent with my pups is playtime. No matter how exhausted or stressed, my Muttley Crew never fails to make me smile. I enjoy their silly antics and how they love to cuddle. Each has such a huge personality for one so tiny. And this lively pair has wiggled their way into my heart. I can’t imagine life without my tiny posse.

The Mountains Are Calling

Daily writing prompt
Do lazy days make you feel rested or unproductive?

Driving to our “Happy Place,” my doxies yapped in excitement. Max kept “talking,” and shrieked with excitement, just like when he was a pup, and excited to go for a drive or a walk along the horse trails. Mitzi scooted to the back of the HHR, so she could find a better view and stared from her perch at the rolling countryside. Maybe the pair were feeding off my own energy, for I couldn’t wait to arrive at the cabin. It had been over a year since our last visit, and I needed some mountain time. I knew the fall colors would begin to peak this weekend, and I couldn’t wait to view the autumn colors in all their glory.

It’s a short drive from my home on the Colorado prairie to my favorite mountain hamlet in southeastern Colorado. As we left our home and headed east into town, the traffic crunch slowed us down just a tad as people made their way home from work. I had taken the day off from my teaching position, but I hadn’t planned on it when I booked the mountain cabin. The original plan was to leave work, pick up the pups, and our gear and make a run for it. But sometimes the best-laid plans do not always work out as expected. The weekend before our getaway, I caught a nasty bug. It was finals week too, so I knew it would be a busy week. I plowed through the week and worked some late hours, so I would be able to have my grades ready and posted before leaving for a long weekend. Still, my sore throat and cough continued, and by Wednesday evening I knew that it had turned into a sinus infection. I had a fever, and I was supposed to run away for the weekend.

It was too late to cancel since my reservation began the next evening. Instead, I called the virtual doc that my health care covered. She sent antibiotics and an inhaler to my local pharmacy, but I couldn’t pick them up until the next day. Picking up my cell, I dialed the school’s sub-finder and sent a silent prayer that one would be found. After sending a message to the principal, I crawled into bed and the pups acted as tiny bed warmers. Soon, I was fast asleep.

The next morning I was up before the alarm, and I quickly tweaked my lessons to make them sub-teacher-friendly. After brushing my teeth and running a brush through my hair, I tugged on a faded pair of jeans and a soft lavender T-shirt. As I walked out of my bedroom, Mitzi waited in her usual spot on top of the overstuffed armchair. She always wanted one more cuddle before I headed out the door.

Hurrying into the kitchen, I grabbed my keys and headed to the school. I needed to make last-minute preparations before the sub arrived. Running into coworkers they scolded me for being at school and told me to go home and rest. Afterward, I wondered how my trip would be now that I felt so awful.

Driving home, I thought about my plans. I had planned on visiting one of the mountain parks, and although hiking was out, I had planned on a picnic and a short walk to enjoy some fresh air. But I would still be able to lounge on the front porch, drink my caramel pumpkin spice coffee, and watch my Muttley crew run around the pine forest in the front yard. Once I arrived home, I loaded up the car and waited for the pharmacy text, to alert that my antibiotics and sinus meds were ready. While I waited, I took a nap and rested.

Later that afternoon after picking up my prescriptions from the pharm, the pups and I loaded up and headed to the mountains. Although I felt extra tired, I couldn’t wait to arrive. It turned out to be the perfect remedy. During the frosty mornings, I sat by the fire while listening to audiobooks or writing, and sipped on vanilla chai tea. And of course, I always had a pup or two snuggled with me. The fire chased away the chill and I felt warm and cozy propped up in the recliner with a quilt over my lap. glancing out the windows, the sun peeked through the large ponderosa pines and aspen trees glowed in shades of yellow and gold. I sighed with contentment.

In the afternoons when the temps climbed, the pups and I headed to the backyard. In the warmth of the sun, I enjoyed the quiet and the sounds of birds that flitted about. Max explored the area and spent hours watching a spot by the cabin. His hunting instincts were in overdrive, and I was sure some little critter had made a nest under the crawlspace. Mitzi slowly roamed checking out the sites and smells, but always made her way back. She was a mama’s girl who stayed close by my side.

Enjoying the outdoors, I lapped up the sunshine. While sitting in the sun, I listened to my audiobook. I found a new author over a month ago. Last year during the Halloween season, I enjoyed listening to Alice Hoffman’s Practical Magic Series. This year, I wanted to find another book about magical realism and stumbled across Heather Blakes’s series Witchcraft Mysteries. I’m hooked. Yesterday I finished A Witch Before Dying and started the third book, The Good, the Bad, and the Witchy. It’s safe to say that I have loved my mountain time even though I have been lazy, and even though I have sniffled my way through this long weekend.

Every evening about an hour before the sun set, my crew and I headed to the front porch. The pups scurried about the yard, and I quietly enjoyed watching the last light of the day as it beamed through the ponderosas. Across the road in a grassy field, aspens shimmered. Above the field, the sun reflected a soft light on the Wet Mountains. Pines shadowed the mountain peak, and hazy lines of ridges and spires and trees made a breathtaking silhouette against the cloudless blue skies.

Each evening, I deeply breathed in the clean mountain air and wished my time did not have to end. This time before the sun shifted behind the peaks was magical. The soft light danced in the yard between the large pines. It was breathtaking. Every evening at this time, the wild turkeys gathered in the field to the south and dined, pecking at bugs, seeds, and grass. Afterward, their caravan marched up the driveway into the yard and slowly walked along finding a few more savory morsels before moving behind the cabin. They clucked as they moved along, and I suspected that they roosted somewhere up the ridge before the light faded and darkness fell across the mountains.

Often, I had to remind the pups to leave the birds alone. Max, my earnest hunter, sadly whined. He wanted nothing more than to create havoc and chase the birds along to the ridgeline. Mitzi, my tiny protectress, stayed close and barked warnings. The evening rituals had quickly become a favorite pastime during our stay.

These lazy days in the mountains have been refreshing. Just what this gal and her furbabies needed. But, it’s time to make another cup of Chai tea, recline close the fire, and listen to the rest of my book. As the day begins to warm, I need to write just a little more before the pups and I make our backyard escape. After all, the mountains are calling.