Some departures do not begin the day we walk away. They begin in the quiet moments no one sees, through hurt swallowed in silence, kindness longed for but not always given, and pieces of the heart breaking little by little. I Left Slowly is for anyone who has endured more than they should have, loved longer than they were loved back, and finally found the strength to carry what remained of themselves into the light.
This is the place I still long to return to, my grandmother’s sweet little cottage, her welcoming front porch, and the comfort of her loving hugs.
I wrote this poem many years ago, and even now, it still feels unfinished. Perhaps that is because grief never truly feels complete. The longing remains, and so does the love.
Still, these words come straight from my heart and speak of the woman I miss so very much, every single day.
A southern glance to a blue silhouette Delivers a heartfelt message: Return home to the Ponderosa pines, to scents of vanilla. Settle into the mountain valley, Hike the winding trails, Sit a spell, Breathe in the earth’s aromas, Listen to the mountain’s music— Wind rustling through pine boughs, Birdsong fills the air. Watch shadows dance as the sun peeks through, And wait for the forest folk to appear.
Deer grazing in a mountain meadow, Chipmunks darting about, And then, she emerges— Walking with her cubs. She hesitates, sensing your presence, Time slows, eyes meet, Hearts race. She takes a step, Then pauses, Calling softly to her family.
Climbing to a southern exposure, She rests while her cubs play, Content, she purrs. Time slips by, Unnoticed.
For today’s prompt, write a foolish poem. The poem could be about a fool, about being fooled, about fooling someone, or whatever other foolish direction you wish to take it.
The 7 in 7 poem challenges writers to pen just one line a day. I focused on an individual I know that is overcoming a painful past. This week old issues resurfaced, and I watched from the sidelines, astonished by the pain inflicted and her courage during her time of healing.
My 8x great grandmother, Anne Bradstreet, wrote poetry during the seventeenth century, and she became known as one of America’s first poets. Although she was born in Northhampton, England, in her later years, she resided in Andover, Massachusetts.
One of her poems, In Reference to her Children, the mother and poet wrote about her her love for eight children.
Her first book of poetry, The Tenth Muse Lately Sprung up in America, was published in 1650. It was the only book of her poetry printed in her lifetime.